i went to the dentist to mend my tooth. the big hole was filled up. you know, dentists shouldn't talk to you when your mouth is open and unable to reply. the brillance os dentists. anyway, leaving home in about 3 hours. still doing the packing now. bringing lots of foodstuff over. my sis and i agree that this is a good experience, plus i won't have the time to spare anytime soon. as in NS and all that. ok, my phone's roaming is still not settled, so i probably won't have it on the first few days. if i even get it done that is. anyways there's always the trusty email. ok, gonna be busy now.

i'll be leaving for seattle sunday morning, very early. looking forward to it but thing is that i'll be returning only 2 days before going into army. yucks. will be seeing my friends in camp the next time. those guys anyway. what a delightful thought. wonder what it's like. will get to know like next month. shudder. but i disgressed. you know, many things could happen during my stay in US, for example i could even bump into debra quek in like vancouver island, if i go there. what a delightful thought. hmm i said that just now also. of course, it's just a chance to experience a different culture. it may seem i'm a little excited about the trip. well i am, first time there what. ok, so i'll post some pics if i can. i try. i really do try. haha ok, busy day tomorrow. got to go do my teeth. big hole in my tooth. been there for too long already. and my stuff is half packed. okay, see ya all around.

i know that it's a dream that simply can't be fulfilled. it's like a scream that no one hears. the only person that will hurt is myself. damn it. got to get some fresh air.

i saw a heart shaped cloud that day. it was so damn cool. wished i had taken a pic of it.

i try to, i try to just forget you. but i don't know how.

ah. back from floorball under the hot sun with 4q ppl. pretty good, but otherwise was planning to run today. looks like i'm too shagged out now to. see, excuses are so simple to come up with. damn. oh yesterday went out for less than an hour and spent almost 100 bucks. just some stuff i need. anyway, will be leaving this sun morning, make that very early morning. when i come back, will be off to ns straight. not a happy prospect. meaning i have to get fit over there. like run and run. ha what a wonderful thought. going out later to develop photos from prom night and other things. on another note, i find that there is really nothing much to do. it's boring. and these are not my thoughts only. many people say so. like during exam time you'd think of what you want to do etc, but now just can't be bothered. guess it's right that the forbidden fruit is the sweetest. ok, i'm feeling kinda burnt now.